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Friday 30 December 2016

Bitter-sweet moments

As I lay here on my bed my mind goes a million miles an hour. I have so many things on my mind right now. Well I guess an update of my life is in order. I have been putting it off for months now because I knew  that I wasn't in the right mindset to write about it.
This year started off with my mom being sick, very sick but still there was hope. I can't remember mentioning this before but my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer. Last year was rough but ok, you know? As this year progressed so did my mother's health deteriorate. But yet...we were ok because she was ok. On February 26th February my paternal uncle succumbed to injuries, he had sustained during an accident right in his own village, and died. He as riding a bicycle and was hit down y a car. That was just horrible. Three days later my mom's body couldn't take it anymore, the chemotherapy and pain and cancer in general and as such she lost the battle against cancer. #imissher


life is not the same at all.

There is nothing more comforting in this world than prayers, faith and love and support of family. That is what has kept and still is keeping me going. There are times when I want to be alone for a bit and yes I have broken  down a bit too but there is none other greater than God. He is guiding me.

Oh and thanks to those little angels at school too.

Months quickly flew pass in a blur and August came. My father took us to America for the first time ever. That trip was well needed and well spent. #stillmissedmymomthough

Time flew and suddenly November came. My cell phone was stolen right in my class. #stillupsetaboutit

I don't know who it is up to now. :( The last pictures of my mom alive are on that phone. I had started to bak them up but didn't get to finish. :( :( #somepeoplecanbesohaeartless
#ihatethieves

Christmas came and went minus one person, at least she is no longer in pain. My mom was a strong woman.

She will be forever in the hearts of many. My uncle didn't deserve that kind of death either.

#RIPmummy #RIPuncleRudy :(