Start Loving You

You need to start loving you. Yes, you heard me right. Start loving you now your with flaws and all. Love every inch of you. If you don't love you then how can you expect others to love you? We all have this idea of what we want to be but in actuality it most times never becomes a reality. Well, what are we going to do about it? Nothing! Absolutely nothing. That is exactly what we tell ourselves. But should we really? Think about it for a moment. Just deal with it and try to make the most out of our lives. Hey at least we are alive and well. Don't sit and wine about it. You can either decide to take two steps back and wine all day about how miserable your live is and how things were not supposed to be this way or you can get up and move forward. Just focus on your future. Try to think positive, be positive all of the time. Just focus on getting you back on track. Remember you can't truly love someone else unless you love you. I hope this was motivating to you as it was for me while I was trying it.
'muah' *kisses*

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Thinking Aloud

At times we think we have our lives all figured out and then something either ordinary or extraordinary happens and make us think about our  "said plans". We may even ask ourselves, 'do I really have my life all planned out?'
And what would our answer to that very question be? We don't always know the answer at the said moment that the question comes upon us. Oh LIFE- so unpredictable. Just think about it for a sec. Don't think too hard though because you might think too hard and end up with a headache and still no answer to your pertinent question.🤔🤔

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Wrong turn left and right

Sometimes everything that could go wrong in one morning just goes WRONG. What am I saying? Sometimes? Let me rephrase that. I meant everyday thing that could go WRONG just goes so WRONG.

One morning I woke up and started my daily routine. The next thing I knew I was speeding because the computer refused to cooperate with me and time was running out. I also took too long to plan my notes of lesson. I really don't know what happened. The lines on the table in WORD just refused to go where I wanted them to go. It took me several tries and about 2 hours to get the table in a kind of presentable way. Then I had to print it out; which took a couple of minutes too.


Thank goodness I usually choose clothes that don't require much ironing. I had to walk all the way to fourth bridge to catch a hire car to school. I stood there for like half an hour in the sun with two bags and still did not catch anything. smh That's my life on  a typical day. When I finally reached to work I was so tired. Will I get a few minutes to catch my breath and settle in? Of course NOT!  As soon as I opened the door the complaints just started coming towards me like a wrecking ball to wreck my already not so good morning. I also had about 2 parents waiting there for me to discuss something or the other. Oh did I mention no breakfast was taken? I hadn't even realize it in my rush to be on time at work. Issues just kept popping up all morning and the books too just piled up for me to mark.

*sighs* That's just a glimpse into my life. #LifeAsIKnowIt

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Bitter-sweet moments

As I lay here on my bed my mind goes a million miles an hour. I have so many things on my mind right now. Well I guess an update of my life is in order. I have been putting it off for months now because I knew  that I wasn't in the right mindset to write about it.
This year started off with my mom being sick, very sick but still there was hope. I can't remember mentioning this before but my mom was diagnosed with breast cancer. Last year was rough but ok, you know? As this year progressed so did my mother's health deteriorate. But yet...we were ok because she was ok. On February 26th February my paternal uncle succumbed to injuries, he had sustained during an accident right in his own village, and died. He as riding a bicycle and was hit down y a car. That was just horrible. Three days later my mom's body couldn't take it anymore, the chemotherapy and pain and cancer in general and as such she lost the battle against cancer. #imissher


life is not the same at all.

There is nothing more comforting in this world than prayers, faith and love and support of family. That is what has kept and still is keeping me going. There are times when I want to be alone for a bit and yes I have broken  down a bit too but there is none other greater than God. He is guiding me.

Oh and thanks to those little angels at school too.

Months quickly flew pass in a blur and August came. My father took us to America for the first time ever. That trip was well needed and well spent. #stillmissedmymomthough

Time flew and suddenly November came. My cell phone was stolen right in my class. #stillupsetaboutit

I don't know who it is up to now. :( The last pictures of my mom alive are on that phone. I had started to bak them up but didn't get to finish. :( :( #somepeoplecanbesohaeartless
#ihatethieves

Christmas came and went minus one person, at least she is no longer in pain. My mom was a strong woman.

She will be forever in the hearts of many. My uncle didn't deserve that kind of death either.

#RIPmummy #RIPuncleRudy :(