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Blab! take 2

My life is full of drama; from the moment I wake to the moment I sleep. There is always something that needs my attention or take me away from what is important.  I feel like I am defined by that one thing that makes me: me. :) I feel so limited.

A blab here and a blab there!

I am trying to hang on so badly. I don't think anyone even knows how tired I  feel sometimes. It's hard to construct a question about something you don't understand. Its like if time just laughs me in the face. It keeps running away from me. In order to be proficient your mind has to be at ease. I hate letting people down but it seems like it's all I have been doing lately.

Feeling Stressed!

People are always giving advice and not even considering how you got to the point where you are now. Do you think I want to be this way? so disorganised? unprepared? No! Of course not but right now I just have too many things going on and they all need my immediate attention. I just need unbiased advice! Try to see it from my perspective before you go saying thing that only makes me feel bad about myself. I need someone to talk t who would not judge me even before listening to be. Don't judge my actions if you don't know what propelled me to make those actions.

Blabbing about feelings!

I really feel trapped. It's like I am living someone else's life. I don't mean to be resentful or anything. It's just that... I feel like everything is being hurdled at me all at once and I can't stop  it. This is not what I envisioned my life to be at this age when I was younger. It's like everything is at a stand still. I am not moving at all. I'm just stuck. My mind seem so blank right now that it is preventing me from completing really important tasks and in a timely manner. How I just feel like going to the seawall, standing in the breeze and just scream. I sense that I am slowly losing myself or something. It's like all of the emotions are there and I don't know which one to feel.

Blab!

Well I must say that it has been a long time since I have been able to update my blog. There are so many things that have occurred since I last put my fingers on my keyboard. I guess I should inform you that I am still the same person just more experienced and thus wiser and more humble.